Potsdam, Germany
10:00pm
Warm with a touch of cold
I know. It's been long.
In the last couple of month I felt like I distanced myself from my friends here, specially those in Berlin.
Like I had somewhat changed. Maybe became too arrogant or too self absorbed.
Most I haven't seen since February. Though some I have seen regularly.
With most I haven't even talked on the phone, unless one needed something from me.
Tonight I have realized, yes, I have changed, and no I haven't.
Changed in so far that I stopped tolerating some behavior, I don't run and try to catch people which don't really seem interested in keeping my friendship. Yes, in these aspects I am colder.
I am still the same with staying close to those I love, that I am able to appreciate and be appreciated in return.
You are probably wondering why I am posting this, today, after nearly not blogging for a year, because I was severely disappointed by a person I considered a close friend. He acted like an idiot and not only hurt the other persons feelings, but mine (and some other people's), too.
I won't tolerate that. I won't accept it.
Much love nevertheless, Andrea
10:00pm
Warm with a touch of cold
I know. It's been long.
In the last couple of month I felt like I distanced myself from my friends here, specially those in Berlin.
Like I had somewhat changed. Maybe became too arrogant or too self absorbed.
Most I haven't seen since February. Though some I have seen regularly.
With most I haven't even talked on the phone, unless one needed something from me.
Tonight I have realized, yes, I have changed, and no I haven't.
Changed in so far that I stopped tolerating some behavior, I don't run and try to catch people which don't really seem interested in keeping my friendship. Yes, in these aspects I am colder.
I am still the same with staying close to those I love, that I am able to appreciate and be appreciated in return.
You are probably wondering why I am posting this, today, after nearly not blogging for a year, because I was severely disappointed by a person I considered a close friend. He acted like an idiot and not only hurt the other persons feelings, but mine (and some other people's), too.
I won't tolerate that. I won't accept it.
Much love nevertheless, Andrea
2 comments:
hey honey!
i did miss ur posts and i miss u a lot..
hope im one of those that r worth keeping...
What happened?what did he do?
ill be always here, even so far apart!!!
kisses
love,
eliz
Sorry to hear the lost of a good friendship. I really hope things turnout for the best. I really. Don't know why anyone would destory your friendship with anyone. Andrea you are a super sweet lady with a big heart.
Victor L. A.
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